This will be probably my final statement and post about the country, the United States. After this, I will stay out of this problem until I become established. With the new stricter laws in place, my hands are tied with many things. Recently, I spoken to the company who helps me with my blog regarding the reversal of free and anti-discriminating laws. I wasn't for sure if this was the best time to upgrade my blog. I know it is now I face jail time (seriously prison) and/or more harassment by White Nationalists for speaking of this topic. So, I told the company how I am affected by the new laws. Only because I am not White and I am a woman, the laws limits how many people can view my blog. I am being monitored even more, and if it is an unfavored viewpoint (meaning anything Anti-Trump, Anti-Fascist, Anti-Police), it can be blocked and cause visitors to have difficulties with the site. It can even be flagged as inappropriate and removed. My entire Google account can be removed, which would not be good for me since I write all of my books on Google Docs. So I will remove them off Google. There are many things I will not mention because I'm not allowed to discuss it unless I want the Ku Klux Klan torturing me and my family. That or the police. Yes, they can find you, and it's not fun to be surrounded by a mob and then having a bunch of bigots beating you in the street. No one will help.

I just wanted to share how my family believes the NAACP is a joke. I am aware this is suppose to be an activist group for people of color, so I mean no offense. I am aware this is a group African Americans takes pride about. Our freedom of speech, having a voice and having someone fighting for you is nothing but a lie. Everyone in authority and the media tells you this, but in reality, Americans doesn't have freedom of speech anymore unless you are an extremist. First, my mother called the NAACP and the senators, including Al Franken and others. We even contacted CNN and local news channels. I am not trying to sound racist by saying this, but I have no respect for the leaders of the NAACP. My mother called and was directed to the Rochester, Minnesota office to that branch. We were genuinely wishing to help regarding the rising issue in the United States. We shared how the harassment is increasing and the threats are growing.

I mean, we have been ran off the road, cursed out for no reason, we've seen people wearing KKK robes in public, people wanting to fight us, chasing us and always giving us the middle finger (again for no reason). We cannot even make eye contact or they feel they should swear at us or beat us up. These racists behave like they are above us, and they can say and do whatever they wish to us only because Donald Trump is in office. They feel like now this is their time to get their White America back. So we also told him about our neighbors, who harasses us, threatens to shoot us, plays Klan music, invites their racist friends to threaten us, trying to stop us from selling our house and treats us like we are their slaves. The man got very annoyed and rude with us. He was defending the Klan people, saying they are law abiding citizens and we are not. He told us it made no sense to avoid the neighbors who swears and yells at us in the yard and pulls out their guns at us, and the other neighbors who releases their dogs to jump the fence and attack us. He told us we are just paranoid like racism doesn't exist, and no one can stop you from moving, it's something that we are doing to cause this. I mean, this is exactly what the racist people wants you to think; that you are the problem. He told us not to defend ourselves, but to allow them to kill us. He defended the police, saying we are ridiculous for saying the police will not treat us fairly or shoot us too. Wait until the Klan people kill us, and then it's justified to have said that.

I was thinking he is an ignorant person who shouldn't be a leader of the activist group. Excuse me for using this term, but it's fair to say he's like an Uncle Tom/Jim Crow who kisses up to Donald Trump and his followers. They no longer have my family's support. I thought we can band together or have someone with a greater power to help, we wanted to also get involved. I was about to band together to help the Native Americans, but the Native Americans doesn't need help like that. They tell us to unite, but they are helping divide America. There is no justice and help for allowing White Nationalists to torture and kill us. It's unfair to state we should be like a slave, keep our mouth shut, keep our head down and allow them to rule us, and obey what the White Nationalists command. The harassment however comes from non-Trump supporters and Trump supporters. I mean, you can get harassed, beaten, tortured or killed for supporting or not supporting Donald Trump. I would like to say also that the NAACP leader in Minnesota seemed prejudice because of my family's appearance (he thought we were Muslim). He didn't believe me when I said I'm not White when he asked, which increased his frustration. One good example of how my blonde hair makes people automatically assume I'm White and was adopted, or either I'm half White. It shouldn't have mattered how my family looked or what race we are. I thought it shouldn't matter too that we're not African American.

In the United States now, all non-Whites are considered colored or Black. So they put us in the same category. It's law in the US that the government is suppose to allow people to select which race they wish to identify with. However, this law is not followed. The constant comments online doesn't bother me, nor does it bother me for someone to yell at me in public. I ignore their comments. However, they also throw things at my family and threaten to kill us. They even threaten us because they hate Arabs people. What am I kidding? They hate everyone who is not White. This bothers me a lot because now my family is poorly treated everywhere we go. We can't even be in our own yard. So we are all in the same boat as you can see. I thought the NAACP wanted to unite for a cause, but I see they don't. My family knew Rev. Jerry Mcafee and believed he was unfit to be the leader of the NAACP; however neither is this new leader. White Nationalists around the world is joining the American extremists for their cause, why can't everyone do the same for a good cause?  

When trying to talk to senators, they avoid us and ignore us. This was the reason my family recently quit as politicians. No one is speaking up for us, and if no one is, what can we do when you don't have a voice? What am I talking about? Talking is all they do, but they don't get up and actually do something. Just today too, my family tried talking to CNN and channel 5 news. A guy named Tim picked up the phone for channel 5. He told us he is careful about what he covers. We said we wanted to discuss hate crimes against minorities, and he asked with excitement, "hate crimes against White people?!" He was only interested in hearing about and covering something regarding Whites. I don't want to be treated like I don't matter, my life is of no value and because I'm a non-White woman, I don't exist. CNN I have asked them for a long time to cover and show more Native Americans. This was way before reporters were being beaten, tortured and imprisoned for covering Native Americans. It was way before Donald Trump was in office. Even now, I believe they are able to, but they just ignore us. They cover what they want and censor us, and silence us. That Smerconish is the worst, purposely ignoring and censoring us for mentioning Native American rights. Freedom of speech, fairness and democracy is gone.

In the Freedom Report, the United States has been ranked now at 48, and it's considered not a free country anymore. This is completely true. It's a shame after all of this progress, that America went back so far to like the Civil War and Civil Rights era where race is such a big deal. I just have to say, there are genuine sadness and tears for the mistreatment of the Native American people. This is literally. When my family sees a Native American crying, heartbroken because the government evicts them off their own land, erases what little culture they have in America, or they are treated not like human beings, it can be hard not to cry yourself. I wish I could wrap my arms around them, letting them know someone sympathizes and understands. It's the same as people who doesn't care about Native Americans. They again feel oh, it's just a Native American, and they are nonchalant because they're not Native American. It doesn't matter if my family are not Native American. It's unfair to attack them with dogs, shoot them, torture them, put them in metal cages and to remove them off their own land. I'm sorry no one will not end the injustice. It's also a shame that unless you are a celebrity or a rich extremist, your words means nothing. You can speak, protest or whatever how long you wish, but it's in vain. I'm also disgusted how the American publishing companies changed to fit this fascist world. It also doesn't make any sense how social media networks allow these Neo-Nazis to rule and govern the internet. It has badly affected my vlogging, blogging, living doll and my writing career. That's all I have to say about this.       

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